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Arangetram is beginning of a
journey, specifically, an inward journey through dance. Such a
profound experience requires a guru of great caliber, one that can
transform a person into an artist. I have been fortunate to have
Guru Sheela as the guiding force of my foray into this journey.
As a guru, she understands and
knows me as a dancer, even more than I do myself. She nurtures my
strengths, and pushes me to transform my shortcomings into fortes.
Learning from her is always great, but the arangetram training was
an initiation of sorts. As this is the first step of the student
into life as a dancer, there are many physical and mental
challenges, both expected and unexpected. Student meltdown seems to
be a standard feature in every arangetram training process. There is
so much going on that one is bound to feel overwhelmed. The
perceptive guru comes to the rescue every time. She helped me pick
myself up at every fall and continue with renewed vigor. Many things
that I was taught then continue to unravel with time. I often find
myself telling her, "So this is what you meant when you said..."
Watching guru Sheela choreograph
is a treat. Seeing a concept take form, come to life, and evolve is
almost magical. When choreographing items for an arangetram, she is
fully conscious of the student's abilities and environment. Her
sheer involvement is inspiring. Whenever I grappled with a concept,
she broke it down to the basics, or re-visited it at a later stage
in the learning process. But, she never gave up. Her analytical
prowess proves her depth of understanding of the art form & the
student. Above all, her perseverance shows the level of trust she
places in the student's abilities.
Having guru Sheela's undivided
attention is rather addictive. The arangetram recital itself is too
short-lived, almost anti-climactic. The journey is most
exhilarating. I sorely miss my exclusive training with guru Sheela.
However, it's hardly justice if the work that was poured in ended
with one show. She has shown me what it takes. It is now up to me to
take it forward.
I have seen many feel so beaten by
the experience of an arangetram that they unfortunately fall out of
love with dance. Training for my arangetram really made me take a
long, hard look at my choice. Being a dancer is anything but
glamorous. It is way too much work to be considered a hobby. As
cliche'd as it may sound, it is a lifestyle. This has to be
experienced to be understood. I am fortunate to have come out of
this experience with deeper love for dance. I owe that to my guru;
she has captained my artistic perspective. Presenting the inaugural
arangetram of Kalavaridhi has been a privilege and blessing in
itself. This is an experience of a lifetime, something I will always
cherish. ---- Rajashree(James Lee Community Center Theater,
2009)
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My Arangetram journey has been
very memorable to me. Starting off I really did not know what was
going on and how big of an accomplishment this was. I was not
committed at first and took the process lightly, but it soon hit me
that learning and perfecting nine items and dancing for two hours
continuously was not going to be an easy thing. The last couple of
months leading into my Arangetram, the only thing I did was dance,
dance, and dance. The passion and dedication of Bharatanatyam came
to me under the guidance of Guru Sheela. She made my Arangetram
journey special. Guru Sheela choreographed each of my dance items to
my limitations and strengths, and made me connect with my Indian
heritage through the art form. IGuru Sheela has also evolved me into
a different dancer but also a different person. I have never felt
anyone give me this much attention to me as my honorable Guru
Sheela. Even though we had our good days, bad days, the hundreds of
meltdowns, Guru Sheela always believed in me and never gave up on me
even when I had given up on myself. Guru Sheela not only molded me
into a better dancer but also into a confident, focused, hard
working, dedicated girl. The day of my Arangetram was a blur, it
seemed like my performance had just started when it was already
finished. But words cannot describe the feeling I had before,
during, and after the big day.
It has been four months since my
Arangetram, and I miss my one-on-one training under Guru Sheela. But
the literal meaning of Arangetram means- "ascending the stage." My
Bharatanatyam journey is not over but it has just begun.
----Rhea(Kennedy Center, 2010)
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